Tuesday, February 2, 2010
A brief write up to make the most out of the break time.
''My treasure trove'' constitute of neither gold, money nor jewellery.
Consist of purely shattered images, pieces of you and me.
I make an attempt revamping it.
But,
each time I do, stream of tear flows down.
Giving rise to throbbing pain at any moment.
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I have an urge,
an urge to portray the happenings, the scene, the heartbreaking news to you.
I have a wish,
a wish that you will piece it back for me.
I refrained myself with 2 reasons.
Firstly, I can no longer reach out to you.
Secondly, I would breakdown. breakdown when I catch a sight of you.
Fuck.
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It's fate hinting me,
it's time,
time to let go. time to lose conscious of everything that make me weep.
This is the last time,
bear that in mind, the last time weeping over that chunk of puzzle.
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Passing over that,
in fact, I have something to be happy about.
Holiday and Chinese new year is round the corner.
moolahs! freedom!
woohooooooola
But before that happens,
perseverance.
Persevere and battle.
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Much obliged that I'm on this spot,
t-y-p-i-n-g, s-u-r-f-i-n-g t-h-e w-e-b.
To the point,
I hit upon an earth quack hours back.
A synthetic one,
by man-made (worst than a dog).
The man-made earth quake startled me.
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The disastrous journey..
Familiar jabbering conversation with sis,
soon after,
get wind of loud thud, crashing, shouting attaining from my room.
The worst is,
just after I get in and get a load of the mess caused by that f-u-c-k-i-n-g bastard,
I went silent.
My precious gift from * was found, OUTSTRETCHED on the floor.
But, fortunately,
it's unbroken and everything is still in contact.
At that moment,
I take back my tears and have a load off my mind.
*phew *phew!
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I can't perceive myself,
looking at the crack on the puzzle.
The damage you.
The damage me.
The damage it would bring to me.
The process of you piecing the puzzle.
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Alright,
off to bed!
ps: I appreciated everything from you.
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Summation of 2009,
welcome 2010!
Draw a blank to all the misery/ sorrow and
put on a smile to welcome the brand new year, people :)
haha
Resolutions for the upcoming year?
Aim, target, plan?
But I presume,
if I indeed make out one,
it will be glutted with good health? plentiful of money? satisfying grades?
haha
so,
I'll save all that to myself then.
I wish each and everyone on hand,
may 2010 be a year of happiness, good health and prosperity!
Let us paint the town with laughters,
with merriment/joy.
Goodbye 2009.
ps: I wish you, happiness, good health and prosperity (same to my mother-in-law).
I wish you, till the end of time so attractive and ravishing.
I wish you, find the right one (selina? hahaha) and settle down soon.
Lastly,
I love you, wholeheartedly,
my dearest love, 罗志祥
Monday, December 28, 2009
20 december-21 december
Batam, Getaway.
The spare moment, ferryboat.
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Despairing days drawing near.
1 ultimate week.
Howbeit,
neither molecular and cell biology nor mathematics II settled.
Tremendous.
HAHA
Unfavorably,
NO learning frame of mind,
plus,
chock-full.
-.-
ps: Days running, months running, years running.
That sucks.
Friday, December 25, 2009
15 december
The Singapore Flyer
Screening room
Saturday, December 19, 2009
Ugly.
Beyond any doubt, I'll bear in mind.
The wretched me, crying like a baby crying over spilled milk,
y-e-s-t-e-r-d-a-y/ t-h-e-d-a-y-b-e-f-o-r-e-t-h-a-t.
Sequentially,
after going over the post of yours and yours.
Cry and get over with,
optimistically
:)
Consummately accede,
I brought all these matters upon myself.
It takes two to clap.
Friendless, limited close friends.
Everyone needs friends.
Mind me to amend,
I'm utterly disappointed with ME, MYSELF.
Not with YOU or YOU.
haa get that right.
Along with,
she and you are closer than me.
Set your mind at rest,
I'll not on my life to utter such nonsense once more.
Nevermore.
As well as,
breaking news like ''this person don't like me, that person don't like me''
Not to worry,
I'll keep these to myself/ or perhaps share it with my first priority?
HAHAHAHAHA
No one can read my mind,
no one can read yours or yours.
Always siding ser?
No, you're not?
Yup, you're not,
I'm just too sensitive in a sense.
HAHA
Bringing up rear.
I don't deny,
I treat you as my closest as well
and is glad,
what you're now.
A strong you, a confident you.
I always say:
what yours would be yours, no point crying for it.
hopefully,
I've not lost that.
That, 6 years of friendship.
Have I lost it, have I?
Ugly.
Beyond any doubt, I'll bear in mind.
The wretched me, crying like a baby crying over spilled milk,
y-e-s-t-e-r-d-a-y/ t-h-e-d-a-y-b-e-f-o-r-e-t-h-a-t.
Sequentially,
after going over the post of yours and yours.
Cry and get over with,
optimistically
:)
Consummately accede,
I brought all these matters upon myself.
It takes two to clap.
Friendless, limited close friends.
Everyone needs friends.
Mind me to amend,
I'm utterly disappointed with ME, MYSELF.
Not with YOU or YOU.
haa get that right.
Along with,
she and you are closer than me.
Set your mind at rest,
I'll not on my life to utter such nonsense once more.
Nevermore.
As well as,
breaking news like ''this person don't like me, that person don't like me''
Not to worry,
I'll keep these to myself/ or perhaps share it with my first priority?
HAHAHAHAHA
No one can read my mind,
no one can read yours or yours.
Always siding ser?
No, you're not?
Yup, you're not,
I'm just too sensitive in a sense.
HAHA
Bringing up rear.
I don't deny,
I treat you as my closest as well
and is glad,
what you're now.
A strong you, a confident you.
I always say:
what yours would be yours, no point crying for it.
hopefully,
I've not lost that.
That, 6 years of friendship.
Have I lost it, have I?
最大的错在于我.
问题就出于我自己, 是我人格有问题.
ps: Confirmed trip this sunday.
Hohoho
Thursday, December 17, 2009
Trace of memories.
Waterworks on my face, at this instant.
'Handcrafted' puzzle (2008)
Bottega Veneta (2008)
Ellesse watch (2009)
Anklet (2008)
Nintendo DS (2008)
Taiwan trip (2009)
Everlast carry-on bag (2008)
Birthday tokens I've gathered, from you, you, you and myself.
Seeing that,
they are all traces of beauteous memories.
Still and all,
I'm awaiting, awaiting for that 'token' from the both of you.
Days, months goes by
I presuppose,
ZERO.
Thereupon,
a look on the sunny side.
A look on the sunny side?
BULL-SHITS.
I'm defeated, heart and soul.
A great blow/impact.
Brought to naught.
Heart sore, inconsolable.
Now,
it seems the other way round.
You're,
Utterly disappointed with the outcome,
Utterly disappointed with the plan,
Utterly disappointed with me.
On the other hand,
I'm utterly disappointed too.
Not with you and you,
but,
ME, taking things too seriously/taking things to heart.
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Give and take.
Give and take.
Give and take,
I ought to learn.
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hahahahaha
i can't believe I'm that weak.
ps: You're my only friend now.