Wednesday, August 6, 2008
i'm sick.emotionally, physically.woke up feeling terrible.wanted to skip sch.but...didn't as i know mum would surely nt believe.so eventually no choice.crawled out of my bed.zzzwas feeling sad since i woke up.dunno y oso.so when i'm on bus to take 157,lots of images of u, things happening to u flashed onto my mind.yes it last for the whole day.& nw i realise i actually miss u tt much.wanted ur hug so badly.miss u so badly.& after hearing ur songs, felt more like crying.& so dunno y tears started to flow dwn my cheeks.i'm really sick. really.wads happening to me man?i dun like the kind of me.i oso know u won't like tt kind of me.hais.i know its impossible between us.but...zzz& of cos i'm nt insane.its just pure missing of u.has been slping since i came back at 11+called mum & told her tt i wanted to go hm.y is wad all she asked.don't u know tt i'm sick?don't u know tt i'm feeling really terrible?hais.utterly disappointed.slept frm 11+ to 4+wanted to contiue but i know if i does tt..when the night comes,i'll definately be awake.woke up do some laundry & watched shows.has skipped chemistry & poa lessons today.well,so poa test was nt done.zzzwill haf it tmr if i'm going to sch.will nt be going to sch tmr if i still feel terrible.the feeling is really terrible.y must 1 fall sick?arrg.alrite.enough of my nonsense.off to do my things.ps: u will always give us the bright side of u. i hope when i see u the next time, i would too making u smile, seeing u happy is the best medicine to cure me nw. i really miss u badly.. my love.
