Thursday, September 11, 2008
my life's at hm is ruin.yes by a fucking idiot.i hate him.i hate this family.i hate having such a brother.or shld i say, i dun haf a brother.he's just a stranger to me.i nv hated someone tt much tt's part of my family.he's the only 1.i wish tt i dun haf a brother like him.there will nv be peace whenever he's ard.& he's always making a mess out of the hse.yes. like a 3 yr old child.i think a 3 yr old child even knows wads hygience & throw wadever tt is eaten or used.but him? only knows hw to make a mess & nt tidy up after tt.fuck.other than tt,& yes always fucking smoke in the room.if u jolly well wants to die,pls go ahead. cos but i dun wish to die wif such a person like you.& my time's nt up.i still haven seen enough of my darling.so...pls nv come back to this hse la.go wherever u wan.just dun come back.being born in this world & having such a brother in my life is the only regret.u're the only reason y i'm still here.living in this fucking world.i dun mind being born in ur world.yes a world of u will do.i can't imagine if you dun exist.luckily u do.i smile, cry just becos of you.i love you so much.yes very very much my dear show luo.ps: its 9 months+ since i last saw u. i miss u so much. maybe i really shldn't be in this world.
