Saturday, February 28, 2009
just browse through the pics i've taken in the past.
my childhood pics, pics with friends, cousins, teachers, parents and gifts you all once gave me.
suddenly,
i feel so .........
everything seem so beautiful and nice in the pics.
why is it not so in my real life?
...
hais.
thinking back,
during these that period of time,
i have gain and of course loss too.
not much gain,
but, loss quite a few things in my life.
firstly,
a bunch of good friends.
i've lost a bunch of good friends due to some reasons.
and,
i realised no matter how hard you try,
once its lost, you will never get it back.
just like once its broken, you will never get it back in a whole.
there will be wounds, pieces lying around.
not that i want that bunch of friends back,
but i just feel alittle wasted.
maybe because i've really treated you guys as my real friends.
haa
hais.
sometimes i wonder too,
why after years of friendship,
just because of some minor reasons,
we can fall apart.
i'm not blaming anyone,
just some thoughts of mine.
so think before you guys wanna say/tag anything.
secondly,
***
haa all i can say is,
i'm right to lost ***
and i'm the only one that can blame to lost ***
*** were so nice,
but i didn't appreciate, and even,
was ridiculous.
i think its because *** ******** me too much.
but,
*** are also the one, i trusted/depend on whenever i encounter any problems during that period.
actually,
to be frank,
i realised i really rely on ***
alright,
enough of my past.
i shall learn to leave the past and appreciate what's around me now.
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alright.
will be out later to granny house for dinner,
as it's granny birthday celebration.
haa
happy birthday to my granny!
=)
shall i catch a movie later on with cousins and sis?
hmmmm
marley and me? he's just not that into you? kungfu chefs?
ps:i'm unconditionally and irrevocably in love with my dearest boy, show羅志祥.
