All in all,
I've spend this unsparing,godawful month,
submersing in my own waterworks
Barely enough to have a taste of a smile,
a smile from the bottom of the heart.
The only exception is,
my blue-eyed boy.
He construct a genuine smile,
He bring about good spirits,
He shape my twilight zone.
3 days straight,
latching onto his smile, his loveliness, his charm, his good looks,
I'm gratified.
Gratified to be alive, kicking.
Gratified to have a field vision of this precious.
